I was raised Catholic- I prayed every night when I was little using the prayers my grandmother taught me. But I never had a really meaningful relationship with God. I went to church mostly out of guilt or to find peace and the comfort of routine steeped in my grandmother’s values.
Somewhere in adulthood I lost that Faith, but I know I’m ready to embrace it again.
Suddenly, I belive in God/Faith/The Universe (Something higher-whatever it is) whole-heartedly, and not because someone told me to. I know The Universe has given me certain circumstances I needed at just the right times.
I know He gave me “The Last Straw” in my relationship as a gift, allowing me to gather the strength to go.
He has given me the opportunity to meet new people I can gain insight and a deeper understanding from.
He has even led me to books, articles, and blogs I believe were exactly what I needed at the time.
I’ve been waiting a long, long time, but I believe I’m finally in a place where I can let go of my decisions in life and let that Higher Being give me what He will.